Ambitions that kill

Movie recommendation coming your way 😜, if you're a 90's babe/dude you might like "Gilmore Girls" so check it out if you haven't already 😉 @Ambitionsthatkill

Part 1 She saw him crossing the streets and at some point it looked like he glimpsed her way and so she froze. She, the girl who had the hottest, the baddest, the geekiest, the hopeless romantics falling for her, had now fallen hopelessly for this gentleman. The moment she realized that he had looked her way, she wanted to curl up and hide under some rock. Shivering, she collected herself and got up to Walk away. By then he was long gone. Let me introduce you to Bika, the cutest, shortest girl with a crooked smile (her biggest insecurity). She was a psychologist, who chose to pursue the art of writing her thoughts and sharing them with the world instead of writing about people's diagnosis. She grew up like a normal child, fell off her bike racing down the hill, got her period at 13, went into a gothic phase in high school and got he first boyfriend in college. Not normal? Well I guess you could say she was a bit slow paced and liked tasting the waters before indulging herself into it. But anyways Bika was smart, pretty, stylish and loved by everyone around her EXCEPT BY HIM. He was the reason she became more poetic.  He was the reason beautiful words flew out of her pen. He was the known and the unknown at the same time. They never officially met but they had both been invited to a party by a mutual friend, who slightly introduced them. She had been infected by every being of this man ever since, like a dog stung by a bee. At times she would write about him in the most angelic ways possible and other times she would raise her pen to inflict torture on her writings as if it would telepise the pain away from her heart towards the papers. She had seen him as she was leaving the coffee house and a normal "hello" would have gone a long way but no, that's not how she's wired so she chose to duck behind a homeless man! Now lets talk a little about Jeremy, such a mediocre name 🙄. A man who in his calmest state is a neat, hair clamped back, expensive watch, no ties, buttoned down shirts kind of guy. But this could change and he could also become the freezy hair, tattoos, baggy clothes with his "man purse " he called them. He too was an artist. An artist, who rather enjoyed painting the "unclothed and raw honesty". As confusing as this guy can be, he is smart and efficient.  He knew Bika was head over heels something for him. So just when she thought he had long gone, ducked and trying to breath he stood behind her waiting for her to be done panting. She got up and dusted herself and turned to walk away. Boom! She bumps into this fine man and she is once again frozen........ @Ambitionsthatkill Let me know if you like this story fam, I'll put in a part 2 😉

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Let me share something with you guys, something I wrote while I was journaling "Now I learned how there is two types of bad in this world, one is the intensional bad that takes you down when you least expect it and the other is the uncounsious bad, the unintensional bad that rocks you gently towards your grave. Both are the worst than eachother, their only difference is that one drives you to insanity while you feel like you're floating in happieness the other just sweeps the rug from underneath you, in other words one is a surprise and the other is a trap!" #My_diary #Journaling @Ambitionsthatkill

"We generate fears while we sit. We overcome them by action." Fear is a choice that we make to avoid situations and or being hurt by situations. But it is also a great weapon, should we choose to make it our motivator. #quoted #fear #motivation @Ambitionsthatkill

People don't recognize what's unique in themselves let alone others #quoted @Ambitionsthatkill

Imagine if we had all voiced our crazy destructive thoughts! 🤔Would we still have friends and people we value stay in our lives?! #Something_to_think_about @Ambitionsthatkill

Don't ever catch yourself begging someone to stick around. It's just not worth it. Instead, be the kind of a person who puts enough efforts but also who can simply open the door, smile, and let them go. It sounds tough. and honestly, it is. It's about swallowing those thorns in your throat and understanding that if they're meant to leave, holding them back isn't going to do either of you any favors. This isn't about being cold or indifferent. It's about self-respect. It's acknowledging that you're solid enough on your own, that you don't need to cling to someone who's already halfway out the door. Your worth isn't tied to someone else's presence in your life. So, if the moment comes when they decide to step out, let them. It doesn't mean you're giving up; it means you're strong enough to let go. And in that moment of letting go, you're not just holding the door open for them; you're also opening up a new one for yourself -one that leads to opportunities and connections with people who really want to stay. No begging required. @thelostdiary ━━━━━━━━━

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You're not broken, just bent You can learn to love again #quoted @Ambitionsthatkill

Remember three things 1. Always go back to your old pure self, even if you get lost somewhere the way, cause that's where your foundation lies. 2. Find beauty in everything cause beauty is pain and there's pain in everything. 3. Talk to yourself more often. Reflect on your thoughts with yourself. #Self_Reflection #Ambitionsthatkill

Hey Fam, I apologize for cutting back on the posts, it had been such a busy week but lets do a poll so y'all can tell me how positive your 4 days had been after each post. Stay tunned! @Ambitionsthatkill

Day 4: Celebrate you! Morning Fam, today is our 4th day and we'll talk about how we should celebrate ourselves. Yeah, so don't wait for that one day of the year (your birthday) to come around for you to take yourself for a champion.  Cause damn you have made it this far and you deserve to be appreciated and celebrated by non other than YOU! Celebrate your achievements, give yourself credit for all your achievements no matter how small, know that no one else would have done it the same way you did and this was because you are you! Take yourself on solo dates (nothin freaky), just learn how to make you happy without having to depend on others.... #Celebrate_YOU @Ambitionsthatkill

Day 3: You deserve loyalty Morning Fam, hope your week is going remarkably. Today we'll talk about loyalty and how you deserve it. Yes! You deserve to be given the same time, attention and loyalty you are giving out. Period. How you say? Let me elaborate, now when I say YOU deserve these things I also mean that you have to be able to give the things you are willing to accept, this is a two way road and if you aren't treating someone with the level of respect and love you believe you deserve then there is no way you'll be receiving it. It is hard to give , give and give and not receive let alone not give and expect so, bottom line is be loyal to yourself and others as you go about your day, teach yourself self-discipline and positivity as they are all connected and what you give might not be what you get but be a giver and expect less. #Loyalty @Ambitionsthatkill

Day 2: Be kind to yourself Good morning Fam, day 2 and we are back at it. Today we'll talk about being kind to ourselves. Now I don't know how many people wake up and tell themselves they are beautiful or that they can accomplish whatever they're set out to accomplish but most of us don't do that either because we are in a hurry to start the day off or because we don't usually feel like it. But better late than never. We should learn to appreciate ourselves the way we appreciate others. I don't care if you're in the bathroom, on a busy day hustling to get the work done, tell yourself that you appreciate how far you've come and that you are strong even when it can be so damn hard. Tell yourself you can do it and watch it happen! #Be_kind_to_yourself @Ambitionsthatkill

Day 1: self appreciation Good morning Fam, wishing you all a wonderful day and hoping that we'll accomplish nothing but happiness and positivity this week. Off to our "word of the day", if you'll.....you might not like where you currently are in your life but hey you are waking up and doing what you need to do to concur a full day right?! It starts with the little things and you'll get there so hang in there and do what you gotta do to be where you have to be. Appreciate YOU for what you've done so far. Be there for yourself and love yourself cause that's the only way you can be there for the people around you, the people that you love. #Self_Appreciation @Ambitionsthatkill

Hey Fam, hope y'all are doing great. I know I have been MIA for a while but I am going to try and be active now. So, we are going to have a "Motivation week" cause lets be honest, we all need a little hype sometimes so we will be going on a week long journey of hopeful and happy posts, y'all can dm me at anytime. Have a blessed week ahead. @Ambitionsthatkill

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The ability not to comprehend what is at the moment and what could've been if we had tried harder or even slightly more and thinking about the outcomes of our lives and the changes that could've taken over is impeccable. You see to live a life that is liberated from all the chaos that is world itself and to be able to be peaceful and loving of life is a skill we have to dig deeply into than any other humans that ever existed in this world. We as the generation that is thought to be selfish rather than selfless, fake instead of real and codependent and yet completely naive to believe that we are self-made and can exist without the rest of the human race, need some disciplining to be able to go back to the core of humanity. The baggage one comes with is a force to be reckoned with. The worst part is that we believe that we are  OK when in reality we are at the end of the straw but remembering there's always light at the end of the tunnel, we have the audacity to wake upto a new day. #Humans @Ambitionsthatkill