in another life

to love absentmindedly to hold hands without noticing, to lean on as a natural state to share the silence doing so much by saying so little, always reaching out, searching for one another

Did you see how much I'm fucking in love with u?!

Your smile is the light that guides me through my darkest days. With you, love feels soft, safe, and real. I never believed in fate until you walked into my life.You speak to my soul without saying a word. Every moment with you is a memory I want to keep forever. You are my beginning, my middle, and my always.

The door I closed the door in my head The door of memories, the door of the past, the door of hell I closed it as if I was escaping from the wounds that were chasing me I fell behind the door, panting and trying to catch my breath, and my tears poured down over my shoulders for my loneliness, my prison, and my demolished home . From my first memory until the last moment I closed the door, I did not see the sun shining over me, nor did I see the moon illuminating my darkness, and it no longer rained as it had previously . -And I am no longer me, I have become trapped in the past .

I am with you and by your side when you feel afraid of this life. I will tell you that my heart is with you and that I will not let you live your pain alone. I will be the shoulder that accommodates all your disappointments. Be sure that I will bring you joy when I see you at your worst.

I used to memorize the songs that you love and I would not pay attention while I was singing them in front of you so that I could hear your laugh while you were telling me, “What is this? Do you like these songs?” But no, I love you

I became one of those people who chooses a few people ، I can't stand these types of people anymore Or not having many friendships or any kind of relationships I'd rather not have it because not having much is better than having half of it This is a good thing for me

Since you came into my life, I felt a beautiful feeling that I have never felt with anyone else. Every stage we went through was the most beautiful moments of my life, and I will not deny that you are the only one who made me look that happy, and even in your absence, I feel as if you are always with me.

I lay still for a while, motionless, overwhelmed with a miserable feeling of hopeless misery. I felt that I hated everything. Everything. It was past midnight, and I did not know how I would sleep, how I would wake up, how anyone who heard this could go on with his life after that.

I will never love anyone but u, the words spill from my lips like a sacred vow imbued with the depth of my devotion and the sincerity of my heart In the tapestry of my emotions, ur presence is woven into every thread, ur essence intertwined with the very fabric of my being For u see, the love that courses through my veins is not simply a fleeting emotion but a steadfast commitment a promise to cherish and honor u for all the days of my life It is a love that transcends time and space spanning the vast expanse of eternity with unwavering constancy

Sadness is the igniter of the flame inside me, it is what burned me to light, and loneliness is what made me know myself, and my narcissism is what taught me my worth, and isolation is the rose water on my face, so I did not hate my pain, nor did I hold a grudge against my flame, but my worries push me to be arrogant about my lessons.