Careless observer

You really should stop caring about people who don’t care about you.

Perhaps the final sign that we’ve truly let go is when we stop looking for them among the people who viewed our story.

Don’t be perfect. Don’t be good. Don’t be what everyone expects. Be someone that yourself would admire. That’s it.

Things don’t always go as we planned. Because life had its own plans too…

Gen Z, let’s break the systems!

People show you who they are once. Don’t let them show you twice.

Life lately.

It is actually insane that not a single cell in my body craves for love.

— One wish willow? — Well, I wish I could have a death note.

The meaning of life. Almost every time when I did anonymous chat, I was given the question ‘What’s the meaning of life’. So today I decided to write my own opinion about it. Actually, it is something that YOU are supposed to figure out. So today I just talk about MY ‘meaning of life’. Personally, I live to EXPERIENCE. I don’t want to spend my whole life settling. For me, the value of life comes from living through things rather than just achieving goals or collecting possessions. I don’t want to spend my all years just to buy that luxurious car or do the most luxurious “to’y”. That doesn’t automatically mean that I don’t want a car, I also want it to experience how it feels like to drive my private car. I simply want to feel life deeply, whether it’s joy, sadness, excitement, or peace. To witness places I’ve never seen before. To have conversations that change the way I think. To experience how it is to love someone truly or to be someone’s first love, to lose, to laugh until my stomach hurts, and to learn from every mistake. Even the difficult moments have value because they remind me that I’m truly living. When I changed my perspective, I started to appreciate every moment of life whether it is sad or happy. I just tell myself that I needed to experience this to become who I am now. Running a channel and being able to tell people about something was also the experience I wanted a few years ago. I have experienced and am experiencing it. It indeed feels good. There are a lot of experiences I have not done yet and want to do. Life isn’t meaningful to me because it’s perfect. It’s meaningful because it’s full of experiences that shape who I become. Hopefully, I made my point understable. However, I found it really to difficult to express my opinion about living to experience because it is not something that everyone can understand. Everything is a win when you live to experience!

Things that strongly remind me my teenage years: — Anime — Minecraft — My school friend — Our old home — The song ‘I wanna be yours’

Maybe the secret to having a good life is realizing how good it actually is.

— Mom: Esing qatta edi? — Me: (My consciousness has already left me a few months ago, to be very honest😂)

Alive but almost died.

I work 16-hours shift today. Let’s see if I can survive.

Life is so peak that I don’t even have time to eat.

Promise to myself. I will never be that loser who quits in the very first try.