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myb closure is accepting tht u will nvr get the apology tht u deserved .

honestly the most regretful thing i’ve ever done this whole years” is lifting weights while i wasn’t at my maximum height ..

i still remember how i thought he could handle me” my mom den said “ if he could have handle u , why leave ? “

no one understands on how much lust i’ve gotten instead of pure love

as long as you’re alive , ‎there is still time to turn back to Allah ﷻ. repent , repent & keep repenting ...

rule 1 ; jangan rapat balik dengan orang yang Allah dah jauhkan .

i’ll always remember the sweet girl i was back then

jdi ppm , xmo sundal sngt pls . dh tau orng tu ade mataer , learn how t jage ur batas . 😂

“ shes so lucky she dont need go school “ no shes not lucky . shes genuinely giving up on her life step by step . shes says she can handle this but can she really though ? she was there for everyone, during their highest or lowest, but who was there for her ? who was there for her when she got backstabbed by everyone ? no one . thats why she chose not to make a appearance anywhere anymore cause this society is too fucked up to the point where we are ruining one’s future to make ourselves seem better .

no im not that kind of being jealous of people smartness,looks,body,money etc” i oni do when people have good rs wif their family and having a PROPER+ close bondings

honestly id rather argue and fight and scream at u then repeat with u than restart with someone else .

i don't understand why does girls love a guy so much but in the end let go of them

i’d be the prom queen if crying was a contest 😞

when my parents care about image more than mental health

if u ain’t over yr past then leave me alone

can’t be expecting sm when ure a shitty person too

how i miss receiving and sending paragraphs

scars may not be obvious but if theyre quieter then usual, go check up on them .

i lied i never truly heal” i js distract myself so i wont think of it .

maturing is realising situationship were never a thing bcos if they rly want you, it would be a relationship if not just friends.