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𖥔 һᥙ♡r𝗍s♡𝖿ᥱ♡ᥱᥣ ✿࿐: ︶︶ ᨳ ୨୧ ഒ ︶︶ @hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃 ˚♡︬ ✿ ✿ ✿

︶︶  ᨳ   ୨୧   ഒ  ︶︶ please understand that i've been everyone's last choice . so if i get quiet and start to overthink , it's not you . i've just been made to believe that i'll never be enough for anyone . @hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃

︶︶  ᨳ   ୨୧   ഒ  ︶︶ honestly , i do love word of affirmation but then i realised that most of people are just lied and all of those words are just that words . i thought it suppose to be something special but i just feel nothing about it anymore . @hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃

︶︶  ᨳ   ୨୧   ഒ  ︶︶ someone think i'm cold and heartless , but they don't know about the nights where i sat alone with my heart aching because every time i opened up to someone , they never seemed to care about how i felt . @hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃

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︶︶  ᨳ   ୨୧   ഒ  ︶︶ i hate being ignored , i hate people raising their voice at me , i hate crowded places , i hate feeling alone , i hate being the second option , i hate having to compare myself with another person , i hate getting betrayed when i had the purest heart and intentions , i hate everything . @hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃

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︶︶  ᨳ   ୨୧   ഒ  ︶︶ someone ask me what is my biggest fear but i can't say that i'm afraid of people hating me with no reason and left me out alone , throwing dirt at my name , talk back about me when i tried to give my best so i just say spiders . @hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃

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︶︶  ᨳ   ୨୧   ഒ  ︶︶ at the end of the day she's just a girl . a girl who doesn't feel pretty enough sometimes . a girl that overthink sometimes . a girl that works hard . a girl that gets excited about the little things . a girl that smiles at strangers . a girl that knows she isn't perfect but she loves hard and will hold it down for you . @hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃

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︶︶  ᨳ   ୨୧   ഒ  ︶︶ it sucks when you realize you were the one who drained them to that point . you were the one who was mentally unstable , dragging your problems into the relationship . you were the one who took away their energy and happiness . they had to deal with your issues even when they had their own stuff going on . it was all your fault . @hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃

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︶︶ ᨳ ୨୧ ഒ ︶︶ maybe in another universe i wouldn't be so sensitive , i wouldn't be so emotionally dependent , i wouldn't take everything to heart , i wouldn't minimize my feeling and i wouldn't lose myself . @hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃

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︶︶ ᨳ ୨୧ ഒ ︶︶ i made peace with the monster inside me , we're on the same team now . so call me the villain , the bad bitch , or whatever fits your story . i buried the people pleaser version of me long ago and my peace is built on standards i never lower for anyone . @hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃

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︶︶ ᨳ ୨୧ ഒ ︶︶ people always said "let her be when she's sad , she will be fine . she's always been the independent one we never had to worry about", but deep down i wish someone would hold me , remind me i'm not alone , and just stay by my side without i have to ask . @hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃

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︶︶ ᨳ ୨୧ ഒ ︶︶ when i'm having an "i need my parents" moment but i taught myself to be independent , to go every school meeting without them , to wipe my own tears when i'm crying , to raise a young me , to realize so many things in such a young age . @hurtsfeel 🌷 ⊹ ࣪ ִֶָ 𓂃