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Biggest fear is knowing that you moved on..

“you’re so fat” “you need to eat less” they laugh, their words cut sharper than knives. pills, diet, starve— a chorus on repeat. but hunger roars inside me, a wildfire I can’t put out. “why aren’t you eating?” “don’t try to diet.” their voices pull me both ways, strings tearing at my ribs. what do you want from me? to vanish into bones, or to feed this aching silence? I stand between two hungers: one for food, and one to be enough.

a small boost of ego only 😂

what do u even benefit frm it?

ppl rly need to stop body shaming others

wonder what it's like to be so carefree cuz the last time I felt that was 5 years ago

afraid of getting into a rls or being in a talking stage cuz they alws end up leaving me 😂😂

it might be a joke to u but ts rly hurt me

I miss u... but ur not even mine 😂😂

Ik u hate me a lot and ik I can't do anything to change things between us but im just waiting

it's been 9 months and I still like you...

219 days ago, i wished my attempt worked...

when I liked you, I would constantly pass by ur class hoping you'd notice me, then I realized u didn't feel the same for me but I still liked u till now. but now that u like someone else and she doesn't feel the same, you walk pass her class now hoping she'd notice you. but do u not realize that were going through the same thing? I like u and pass by ur class but u don't like me and now u like another girl and u walk pass her class but she doesn't like you. I rly want you to know what I felt when I liked u. how it felt when u like someone but they don't feel the same.

I've liked you for about 6 months already even though I barely talked to you and the only conversation were super short and it was at the first month where I liked u. I tried moving on from you cuz all of my friends told me to and they said it was not worth it. I tried and I thought I could but after awhile I just kept thinking of you. my friends ask me "you don't even talk to him and he doesn't even like you why can't u let go. " cuz from the start I believed that as long as I changed maybe you'd consider and if I waited maybe you'd change ur mind for me and since we barely talk honestly I really want to get to know you more. all of my friends who knew I liked u said so many weird stuff about you and all ur red flags but I just didn't mind.

"don't cry cuz of a boy, it's not worth it" do you know how much I really like him? do you know how much I want him to feel the same. how hurt I feel knowing he'll never like me. when I just walk pass him and exchanging looks but that's all between us. knowing he hates me bcs of my past. knowing he won't give me a chance even though i changed to much for him. the things I went to just to change his mind about me but it just never worked. it really hurts so much. kept telling myself to wait and wait and maybe he'll change his mind...

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No matter how much it hurts , I have never once hated you

I was there, why her ?