𝗔𝘀𝗽𝗶𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴𝗡𝗼𝗼𝗯𝘀: Lost Under Heaven

Call it selfish, immature, or whatever you want. But there comes a point where I stop caring about being understood by people who were never careful with me in the first place. I’ve spent too much time overexplaining myself, giving chances, and staying accessible to people who only know how to disturb my peace. So if disappearing is what i need to do to save what's left of me, then maybe that's exactly what i'll choose. because there's only so much of yourself you can keep giving before you realize you're the one being emptied in the process. Not every silence is cruel, sometimes it's survival. sometimes it's choosing not to keep entertaining people who only bring confusion, stress, disappointment, and emotional exhaustion into your life. sometimes it's realizing that not everyone deserves access to you just because they once had it. and sometimes protecting your peace means leaving without a long explanation, without one last conversation, and without trying to make everyone understand why you had to go. because the truth is, not everyone who hurt you is entitled to a soft goodbye.

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I never wish to be easily defined.

𝗥𝗘𝗠𝗘𝗠𝗕𝗘𝗥 𝗢𝗡𝗘 𝗦𝗜𝗠𝗣𝗟𝗘 𝗧𝗥𝗨𝗧𝗛 𝗙𝗢𝗥 𝗟𝗜𝗙𝗘: everything you need for your happiness will come to you at the right time. Don’t rush events and don’t worry about what isn’t here yet. Get used to being happy with what you have, not sad about what you don’t. Otherwise, all joys will pass you by, leaving only emptiness. Turn off your thoughts. Worry less. Free your mind from anxieties. Let your heart breathe calmly. Give yourself a moment of silence to feel the present. Just be here and now, allowing the world to pass by. Breathe deeper, release tension — your heart knows the way to peace.

REMEMBER. every fall is just a temporary state, and the choice to stay down or get up is the strength of your spirit. If you think that you need another person for happiness, you are mistaken. For happiness "yourself are enough". Is not a feeling, but a choice. Don't wait for joy to come by itself. Because it is created by your own hands, it is the choice to live here and now, to see beauty in simple things. It is the decision to be kind, to love, and to find harmony. Every moment is a chance to take a step toward happiness, and only you decide what that choice will be. Make a decision even if it is risky. Because every fall can become the beginning of a new path if we decide to get up, look at our life from a new perspective, and keep moving forward. Don't let failures define your life. The choice is always yours – We've become good at leaving. We've become good at quick exist and silent goodbyes. We've been taught how to replace people, not how to keep them. We've been taught how to walk away, not how to stay. And i'm tired of it. I'm tired of people not sticking around. I'm tired of people not waiting a little longer. I'm tired of people taking hearts so lightly. We've become so addicted to the chase, to the next big purchase — but we'e forgotten about our home. Our forever. Our heart. We've forgotten that strength does not mean the reluctance to ask for help or a hand to hold. We've forgotten that no matter how independent we want to be, we still need people — we still need love, someone to lean on when things get rough. We've forgotten that we need to stick around more often. That we need to be more tolerant. That we need to be more patient. We've forgotten that love takes time. We've forgotten that the basic and simplest first step to finding love is staying. But we don't stick around anymore. We move on to the next, hoping that we'll find something worth staying for. Hoping for something better. The trust is — you will never find what you're looking for if you don't stop for a little while and dissect it; the hidden parts, the dark sides, and see the scars that are rooted deep inside. This is how you see someone's beauty. This is how you see someone's soul. This is how you fall in love — real love, honest love. But first, you have to stay. You have to stay. Don't let resentment into your life. It subtly leads you away from happiness. This emotion clouds your mind and hinders you from moving forward. You will learn to love and appreciate yourself. You will look in the mirror and see your ideal self. You will have a place to call home. A life full of color and warmth, everything will be okay. You will be okay. Definitely. Free yourself from resentment and return to the path of joy! Live in the present, don't let the past destroy your happiness.

Happy new year — my pretty sweetheart! As we step into this new chapter together, I want you to know how grateful I am to have you by my side. Your love fills my life and save me. May this year bring you as much joy and happiness as you bring into my life, bring you endless happiness, and all the love you deserve. As long as I know you, you are truly good woman. I love how you controls me when I feel like everything is not going well. I dare say that you're the one I dream of. I thought I would not get anything more after the past but it turns out I got more than what I wanted. You have brought something new to me. I can't imagine if I am no longer beside you. In this new year I pray a lot for both of us, especially asking you to be with me longer and provide the best path for us. So let’s make beautiful memories, i can't wait to create even more amazing moments together in the coming year. chase our dreams, and face every the best journey hand in hand. Let's embrace every moment and make it unforgettable. Here’s to us and all the wonderful moments that await us in the coming year! I love you deeply!

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It all starts with your thoughts. If you can stay positive in a negative situation, you will win.

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The truth is, letting go is difficult. It doesn't matter how much your head wants to move on if your heart is still right there, stuck in the past, and filled with hope. Letting go doesn't happen overnight. It's not a linear process. There will be days when it doesn't hurt but there will be others when the simple act of listening to your favorite song. And that's okay. It doesn't mean you're broken or weak. It means you're human. You can't quickly forget someone responsible for some of your happiest memories. Not like that not in the blink of an eye. It takes time, so be kind to yourself while you navigate the healing journey. They may be no longer in your life like they were, but they'll forever be in your heart. Be patient with yourself while stuck in the in between place the place between here and there. That place between wanting to move on and holding on tighter. Even though right now you can't see it through your tear-filled eyes, you'll get through this. I promise, you will. And on those hard days, remind yourself that when life doesn't give you what you want, it's because there's usually something better coming up next.