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Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent Hi guys I'm 22 f, from AAU. I genuinely want to join a girls friend group😊.. if you have one (አስገቡኝ pls😁). Lately, I realized I'm not experiencing my wetatinet not going out self isolated mnamin. But I want endene aynet mindset yalachew friends.. like I am a good christian (orth) and academically good as well. I believe in thriving for success. Andande strict family wst stadgu kebad new hulu neger yidereglachuhal gin sra mesrat mnamn btfelgu enkuan mn bewetash new mtbalut eziga I'm so grateful for them eyamarerku aydelem eshi. Gin tinish mnm sle life alawkm. I want to have a good circle of friends to inspire me for growth. I really love it if you guys are my peers.. 22 or more. Sooo if you accept my friendship proposal I'll be a good supportive friend coz I'm a girls girl fr😉❤️ #muchlove🫶 #Friendship Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent I hope this message finds you well. I am currently a third-year student majoring in Marketing Management, hailing from a low-income family. Each day, I reflect on how I can transform my life and improve my family's circumstances. My family has always been my pillar of support, yet they face significant financial challenges and have encouraged me to pursue my education, steering clear of the path they tread. I have been diligently working towards bettering our situation, but oftentimes, my efforts seem to yield limited progress. Nevertheless, I remain steadfast in my pursuit of opportunities to uplift our lives. Today, I am reaching out for assistance. Two years ago, I completed a video editing course and acquired valuable skills in this area. However, I currently lack a laptop to execute my projects effectively. While my phone is functional but not optimal, my determination to succeed remains unwavering. I am aware that there are many accomplished individuals within this community who might have an extra laptop or resources they could part with. Any assistance would be immensely appreciated Ena ebakachu...🙏🙏 #Friendship #Family #Adult Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent Why do you think people don't want to be in a real relationship? Why do they choose fake relationships instead of genuine ones? Why do they cheat on each other? Why do they lie? Why aren't they honest with each other? Let's put the other reasons aside. Let's talk about PAST TRAUMA. I guess this generation has a common problem when it comes to this issue. You start a relationship in the first place. You are innocent. You are careful not to break their heart. You take good care of them because you don't want to hurt them. You are good, gentle, and kind to them. You think they will be your forever partner, your supporter, and your person in every situation. You try to make them feel loved. You make them happy in every way you can. And above all, you tell them every piece of your secret, thinking that they are you in another body. You dream of so many things for both of you. In return, what you get is betrayal. They betray you like a stranger. They make you feel small, as if you aren't enough to love or be loved. They underestimate your efforts and make your care feel worthless. They break you into pieces. They hurt you as if you were their enemy. They treat you like a dog. In the end, they write their name on your heart with a blade, leaving you bleeding. And then, they leave. You are hurting. You are bleeding. You are ALONE. And now, it has become a memory. You have learned your lesson. You don't want to be like that anymore. So you choose to be fake instead. You start casual relationships so that you won't get hurt. You become a liar, a cheater, and a dishonest person. Because of your PAST TRAUMA, you become the person you never wanted to be. ... So, knowing about these issues, I think we should ask ourselves whether we can truly be in a serious relationship anymore. I'm afraid everyone is choosing this path to protect themselves. How can we be in a serious relationship after going through all of this? Isn't it concerning? 😟 How can we heal from that TRAUMA? If you think there is a way for us to restart, heal, and become our true selves again, let me know. ☺️ Thanks for coming this far. 🙏 #Relationship Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent 19M I have girlfriend and we have been together almost 3 years and at that time i wasn’t really in love she was really depressed coz her mom passed away ena keza befit she asked me to be her bf ena I couldn’t say no asazenachign Eshii biye rship wust geban keza 11 th cerasin we were in deep love and I trusted her betam ena ene boarding nbrkugn yemimarew ena long distance nw keza kremt lay engenagnalen and sefar nen slahone keza endeza 11th kremt aleka and then 12 th endezaw keza ene uni gebawgn ena kremt lay dero betam nbr yemnaweraw betam 24/7 keza uni sgeba I couldn’t do that u know everything is new academically pressure ale gn endezam bihon Enaweralen daily Enaweralen mnamn nbr gn Enda kremtu 24/7 Aydelam keza esuam like after 1 month gebach weda uni keza ketalin then this day she asked me what makes you breakup with me and I told her ….keza she choudnt keep it and told me when she got there she met this guy and he asked her to go out just to show her the city blah blah and then he drugged her and ….she said I was really mad what made you go out with him and she said u didn’t give me much attention I needed but to be honest I gave her all I had but she said I saw him just as a friend and then she can’t stand the guilty told me all of this like after 4 months of the accident I understood her coz she was rap@ mnamn ena beka smoothly rship endayalk ketalin and she was v and it was taken by Him manmn slahone she always say u deserve better gn ene v mehonua alemehonua care alarekum nbr cause she didn’t do it intentionally ena beka endeza alefa kremt derase mnamn almost 6 wer aleka ena almost le and samnt breakup argen nbr keza she reached me out mnamn temalasin she has back and forth behavior mn mareg endalebat atakm gn my trust was really broken honom gn be Kelalu yemtwedaw sew lay give up mareg aychalm ena endetm rasen asamigne ketalin keza recently she told me that whenever I see ur eyes alchlm mkniyatum I have lied to you many things and also cheated on you coz I can’t lose you I lied to you to keep you she said keza betam debaregn Egzibihern imagine keeping a lie for 6 months Yezane ewunet meslogn nbr ena idk Wht to do rn she said I want to start a everything with you Enem esuan lose mareg alchalkum keza lemme try for one last time biye ketalin 1 week rasu alhonem yhen ke negarechign ena every time i see her her texts i feel the betrayal and esuam betam regret argalech mnamn gn sorry can’t change anything aydela ….bcha guys what do you say to me should I give her second chance she is struggling with fam prob her moms grief and so on #MentalIllness #Relationship Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent Hey all , I'm 24F mnm ne behiwot yemenor flagt yelelgne nbs kawekubet gize jemero mnor alflgm bchegna lij ngne bchayen nw yarekut ke enatea ga .ke abatea ga siteawek yetwegnal bye nbr gn alhonm ahunm alflgm even Univercity eyalhum bzu gize suciadal thought nbrgne ahunm endezawe. Bka mewsen endalbgne yesemagnal berase lay yezin gize kebad headache nw miyzegne bka urgency to do it. Church mnmn hedalhu betam subae , kidase ,gedam mnmn nothing changed. I tried to pray every day still nothing changed. I never been in relationship. I am not even interst to be. Yehone gize I fall in love with a guy but he gave me a mixed signal kza twekut bka.pls any one related how to deal with this thought yewest chuhet #Adult Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent I am 24M I wanna say smt I have gf more than 4 but the 2tun vergin nachew wesejewalehu ena adua aseratua temechegn ena lagebat eyasebku neber family gn ayihonm eyale nw ena Canada nech andegnawa esua litmeta nw sraye setoch ga bzu gize yagenagnegnal I am a doctor ena solutions sle miset candawan ga lihun family esun nw mifelgew gn ezi betam mitwedegn erasuan asalfa yesetechign lij alech andegnawan enkuan tchatalehu wetolatal mn yishalal guys litsedbugn endehone akalehu eski yeteshale understanding yalew enji with in experience #Relationship Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent It is incredibly exhausting when you open your phone expecting a normal conversation, only to find a graveyard of "message deleted" notifications staring back at you. It instantly triggers a wave of overthinking, making you wonder why guys always panic, second guess their own words, or pull back the second they show a bit of vulnerability. You are left overanalyzing a completely blank screen, wishing they would just own what they type instead of letting their ego or text anxiety ruin the flow of a genuine human connection. It feels like as soon as they type something real, they get hit with an immediate wave of regret, thinking they either sounded too eager, too emotional, or too available, so they scramble to hit delete to protect their pride. It leaves you holding all the anxiety of a conversation that never even happened, forcing you to guess what they meant while they get to hide behind a blank notification, completely disrupting the vibe and leaving you totally drained by the digital mind games. Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent Selam I'm 18fe ena mndn nw meselachu trauma yinurbgn aynur I don't know exactly sew sichekachek sitala betam feralew ende phobia yimeslegnal gn enenja yetenadede sew yemr betam kemilew belay feralew bergt I think ke familym yimeslegnal enate ena abate bekirbu nw yetefatut ena betam yitalu neber betam ene demo betam zimitegna bizum confidence yelelegn set neberku yemejemeriya lijim negn abate sinaded bizu negerochn yinageregnal I mean sle enate metfo negerochn mnamn kezam alfo mnm salareg be tinish neger yimetagnal yisedbegnal ena demo betetalu kutr memot yamregnal even guadegnoche ategebe ketetalu maletm tinish ketenegageru or ketechekacheku enkuan yehone wste yiferal I don't know why ena mn yimeslachuhal hasabachun bitinegrugn is it normal? Endi aynet phobia ale? Weys phobia aydelem? Mndn mw eshi mn yishalal? Gira gebagn eko #MentalIllness #HealthComplications Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent Hey guys, 22M. I’ve been freelancing for a while and made some good money from it. Right now, I’m stuck between buying a car or buying a condo in Addis and renting it out. As y’all know freelancing doesn’t come with a stable income, and I’m also graduating next year, so I’m not exactly sure what my financial situation will look like afterward. So, if you were in my position, would you take the risk and buy the car, or play it safe and invest in the condo? Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 I am θεός I need to vent 2. ማህበራዊ ሚዲያው ካሳየን እውነቶች መካከል አንዱ ፥ እንደ ማህበረሰብ የሰዎችን ውድቀት ፣ አንገት መድፋት እና መሸማቀቅ የምንፈልግ መሆናችንን ነው ብዬ አስባለሁ። ጣመም ፡ መረረም ማህበረሰባችን በዚህ መልኩ ተዋቅሯል። ሰዎች ደስተኛ እንዲሆኑ ምሉዕ መሆን አለባቸው ብለን እናስባለን። ለምሳሌ ፡ ቆንጆ የሆነች እና ቆንጆ ያልሆነች ሴት ተመሳሳይ ቪዲዮ ቢሰሩ የሚሰጣቸው አስተያየት ተመሳሳይ አይደለም። መልከ መልካሟ የበዛ አድናቆት ይቸራታል። የአስተያየት ሳጥኑ ከዚያ ቀደም እሷ ያላየችውን ቁንጅናዋን ለማሳየት በሚጋጋጡ አሰተያየት ሰጪዎች ይሞላል። በአንፃሩ መልከ መልካም ያይደለችዋ ልጅ ጋር ደግሞ ከዚያ ቀደም እንዳላት የማታውቀው ጉድለቷ ሁላ ቅስም በሚሰብር መልኩ ይነገራታል። . . ልጨምር ፡ በገንዘብ ጥሩ ደረጃ ላይ ያሉ ፍቅረኛሞች ቪዲዮ ስር የሚሰጡ አብዛኛው አስተያየቶች ካያችሁ “ፖዘቲቭ” ናቸው። በአንፃሩ ዝቅተኛ ህይወት ላይ ያሉ ፍቅረኛሞች  ቪዲዮ ስር ደግሞ የጎደላቸውን ነገር እያሳዩ መደሰታቸው ተገቢ እንዳልሆነ የሚነግሩ ሰባሪ አስተያየቶች ይበዛሉ። እንዲህ እያልኩ ልቀጥል ብል አያሌ ምሳሌዎችን ልነግራችሁ እችላለሁ። በአጠቃላይ ማህበረሰባችን ራሱን ፣ ህይወቱን ተቀብሎ የሚኖርን ሰው ማሸማቀቅ እንደሚወድ ማህበራዊ ሚዲያው አሳይቶናል ብዬ አስባለሁ። ማህበረሰባችን ጥቂት በጎ ነገር አይቶ አያደንቅም። እንዲሁ “ናይስ” መሆን ይከብደዋል። ለማበረታታት ምሉዕነትን ይፈልጋል። ለመተቸት ግን ትንሽ እንከን ነው የሚፈልገው። የሚተቸው ሰው ስለሚሰማው መጥፎ ስሜት ምንም አይጨነቅም። አስቦም ይሁን ሳያስብ ብዙዎችን ቤታቸው አስቀርቷል። ራሳቸውን ተቀብለው እንዳይኖሩ ምክንያት ሆኗል። ዓለም ራስን ተቀብሎ ለመኖር ከባድ ቦታ ናት ካልን ኢትዮጵያ ደግሞ ራስን ተቀብሎ መኖር የማይቻልባት ናት ብንል ማጋነን አይሆንም። በቀጣዩ ትውልድ ግን ይሄንን መቀየር ያለብን ይመስለኛል። ለዚያም ደግሞ የሁሉ ነገር መጀመሪያ የሆነው ቤተሰብ ነውና ልጆች አስተዳደግ ላይ ብዙ መስራት ይጠበቅብናል። ልጆቻችን ለሚታዩ ነገሮች ዋጋ እንደሚሰጡ ሁሉ ለማይታዩ ቅንጣቶች ዋጋ እንዲሰጡ አድርገን ማሳደግ አለብን ብዬ አስባለሁ። ለትንንሽ ነገሮችም ዋጋን የሚሰጡ ሊሆኑ ይገባል። ያኔ ፖዘቲቭ የሆነ ማህበረሰብን መገንባት እንችላለን። — // — Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent 23f, Muslim Turns out I don't even know what I'm thinking right now. I wonder if I'm thinking about a lot of things all at once, so much that I can't even pick one and talk about it, or if I'm just exhausting myself because I'm not thinking about anything. It could be either. It could be both. I don't really know. Life,being an adult is far from what I expected it to be. They say ignorance is bliss, and it has never felt more true. Not because reality is bad, but because I always thought people lived the lives they had in mind. But now, I don't know. I have left that phase behind. I'm not naive anymore. I can see. Sometimes I wonder how stupid of me it was to think that. I'm the only one who thinks so highly about my life, you know? The formal definition of adulthood is the stage of life where a person is considered fully grown and expected to take responsibility for their own decisions. But for me, adulthood is how brave you are when dealing with the uncertainties of life, and how well you keep your faith that everything happens for for your own good. Yeah, adulthood is a strange stage where you know nothing and everything at the same time. It's a stage where you always have to be ready for disappointment and ready for the next step, hoping things will get better. And hope is the ending light for our journey a light we can see from far away, but we will never reach #Adult Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 I am 🎭 ጎዳና I need to vent ዲር ፓይሰስ... ፆም ገባ እኮ አትፆሚም ይሉኛል:: እቺን መከረኛ መሀተብ ካንገቴ እያዩ ...በረቡእ አጣፍጬ በጠበስኩት ጥብስ ጣእም ያጣ ህይወቴን ላጣፍጥ አድፍጬ ሲያዩኝ ተገርመው እየፆምኩ እኮ ነው:: አንተ በሌለህበት ምን ፍስክ አለና? ከፍቅር ...ከእቅፍ ...ከመሳም ከመተሻሸት ...ከድምፅህ ...ከቅርበትህ ...ከጠረንህ ...ከሜንት ትንፋሽህ ...ከቀልድህ ከንግግርህ .....እየፆምኩ ነው:: ብታይ (ማህተቤ)መስቀሌ ተሸረፈች ከሄድክ በሁዋላ ...ካንገቴ ላይ አውልቄ ፀጉሬን ሸብ አደረኩባት... ያንተን ንዴት በሷ ልወጣ ..ልንቃት ፈልጌ ባንተ የገባሁትን እልህ በሷ ላክክሰው ጨፍራራ ፀጉሬን ሰብስቤ አንዴ ሸብ ሳደርግባት የትንሽዬ አካሏ ግማሽ እጄ ላይ ቀረ:: ከመሰበሯ በፊት ...የተጣላን ሰሞን አያቴ ቤት ሶፋ ላይ ቀስ አድርጌ ጥያት ወጣሁ:: እሷን እንዳንተ አንቅሮ መተው ቀላል አልነበረም:: ለምን ብትል ሳትሰለች አንገቴ ዙሪያ ተጠምጥማ አቅፋኛለች:: ያለ ቦታዋ አንገቴ ላይ ስትቀመጥ ማንነቴን አታንፀባርቂውም ሀሳብሽ እና እኔ እንቃረናለን ብላ በመስቀልነቷ አልተመፃደቀችብኝም:: መስቀል ሳልሳለም ቤተስኪያን ደጅ ሳልረግጥ አንድ ሳንሆን አንድ ላይ ቆይተናል ...ይታይህ እንግዲህ ...ያውም አቅፋኝ እኮ ነው:: እና ልቤ ስብር ያለ ግዜ ... በውስጥ ለውስጥ ብስጭት ራሱን ባልገለጠ ሀዘን ...አይታኝ እንደምታዝንብኝ ነፍስ እንዳላት ነገር ቀስ ብዬ ከኪሴ አውጥቼ ሶፋው ላይ ጥያት መአት ታክሲ ተሳፍሬ ቤቴ ሄድኩ:: በበነጋታው ከአጎቴ ልጅ የደራ ወሬ መሀል <<እንኪ መሀተብሽን ረስተሽ >> ተብዬ እጄ መሀል በትዝብት ተመለሰች:: ጡቶቼ መሀል ለብቻዬ ሳይሆን በኩራት ከሹራቦቼ  በላይ አኖራት ነበርና የሚያውቀኝ ያውቃት ነበር:: አንድ ቀን ነው ጥላኝ ያደረች... ከዛ በሁዋላ ግን ይመስለኛል ቅር ብሏታል ...ሁሌም ፊቷ ወደጀርባ ይገለበጥ ጀመር:: ደሞ ሌላ ግዜ ትዝ ብለኸኝ ጨለማ መሀል ቆሜ ስተክዝ የቅርብ የአንተ ተወካይ እሷ ነችና አሽቀንጥሬ ወደማይታየኝ ጥቁር ፅልመት ወረወርኳት .. በነጋታው በሬን ስከፍት የጠዋቷ ፀሀይ ሳትስመኝ በፊት የቤቴ በር መክፈቻ ላይ ተንጠልጥላ አገኘሁዋት.... ስጠይቅ አባቴ ካትክልቱ መሀል አንስቶ እንዳስቀመጠልኝ ነገሩኝ:: አልቅሳለች መሰል በውሀ ብስብስ ብላለች:: ለመጨረሻ ግዜ ልረሳህ ደቂቃዎች የቀሩ ቀን ባለሁ ግዜ ያልተፃፈልኝ ቅሽርሽር የይቅርታ ደብዳቤህ ደረሰኝና ምንም የማይለወጥ ስሜቴን የማይመታ ልቤን እንደበፊቱ የማይርዱ ጣቶቼን እየታዘብኩ አንብቤ ስጨርስ ስለሌለ ነገኣችን እርግጠኛ እንድትሆን አስቤ ልፅፍልህ በእልህ ጨፍራራ ፀጉሬን በሷው ሸብ አድርጌ ስክርቢቶ ላነሳ ስል  ስሜቴ ላይ ትንሽ ብሽቀት እና ለምስኪን አካሏ የማይገባ ሀይል ነበረበትና ቀሽ አለች.. 💔 ምፅ ትንሽዬ ጉማጅ አካሏን መዳፌ መሀል አስቀምጬ ሁለት ነገር አሰብኩ.. 1 ልቤን ትመስላለች::(አሰባበሯ) 2 እየበነነ የጠፋውን ላንተ ያለኝን ስሜት.. (የመጨረሻው ቻው) Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent I need to vent 17M Hii I js wanna talk abt sth ena the thing is mnm desta aysemagnm hule chnket beka hule chnket ion even wanna talk with ppl and ebet new mwlew summer class eyastelagn heje emelesalew I'm always on the phone even tho manm maweraw yelem mserawm neger yelem and ande walk aregalew bechayen and I started smoking and drinkin thinking it would help gn weff mnm neger ayasdestegnm beka mnm yetm mehed mnm liyasdestegn aychlm ena masbew erasen matfat new ena destegna hogne yeneberkubetn friendship betelayeye mkniyat end arge mnm desta tesemtogn ayakm every time I vent to ppls ngs be saying "it gets better dw" Broo tff where is ittt I hate when ppl say ts I fuckin hate itt like hulum sew ene alew yilal gn yelem I lowk like being alone gn demo sasbew ion got no real friends nb checks on me mnamn I cry alot mnamn and I wanna kms but I love my mom sm I never told her tho I wanna be happy what am I supposed to do?? getting high? Pls guys endi aynet chgr wst yalachu ngerugn, should I kms? #Friendship #MentalIllness #Teen Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent M26 here. Just letting out some random thoughts that have been in my head lately. I've never been in a relationship. I've never had a girlfriend. Hell, I've never even kissed a girl before damn. Sometimes I look at people around me who have girlfriends, boyfriends, partners, people who love them, and I can't help but wonder... why them? Why not me? Why do they get to experience being loved romantically, but I haven't? Is there something inherently wrong with me? Am I just unlovable? Is this simply who I am? But then I remind myself that maybe I shouldn't use other people's relationships as a measurement of my own worth. Someone else being loved doesn't mean I'm somehow less deserving of it. Maybe I just haven't met the right people yet. Maybe I haven't been in the right situations. Maybe there's no deeper reason at all. I don't know. Part of me likes to think that maybe there's a reason it hasn't happened yet. Maybe I've been spared a bunch of terrible relationships, cheating, heartbreak, and everything else that comes with being with the wrong person. And maybe one day I'll meet someone completely unexpectedly. Maybe I'll date my first girlfriend and somehow she'll end up being my wife. I know that's probably an overly romantic way of looking at it, but honestly, I kind of like the idea. For now, I guess I just have to believe that being alone right now doesn't mean I'll always be alone. That's the thought I'm trying to hold onto... #Relationship #Adult #Agitation Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent The hate I have for males is growing and growing every day it's not because I'm feminist or something but as a girl every shmagle a kid and the middle age wants you at the same time they creepy as hell ehh and they think we want there attention you guys are cheep as hell eko maryamn enkuan sew enssa atmrum ena stasbut le wend attention desperate yemnhon 😭 #Adult Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent Hey guys, I vented here like last year mnamn? And it was about the gym guy I was obsessed with and shii. Anyway I’m not really here to give an update but to vent how it turned my life upside down. I don’t think I’ve ever liked / loved someone that I’ve never talked to this much Ena I did something’s I’m not proud of. So neseha yehunelegn yehe lol. So like I said I was sooo into him that it started driving me crazy malet beka I started to think of him 24/7 out of nowhere and now that I think about it he probably was doing black magic on me( he had a TikTok video with his ex that went viral her doing voodoo on him and it had like over 6 million likes) so that means he knows that shit exist which is very rare in this gen in the western world cus they think it’s lame. Anyway my fyp started going crazy with love spells and shii so I had to try it regardless of the consequences and every video/ story time yemayew hula it backfires on them ena beka ene I did not care at allll. So I did some some and boom it backfires ena cherash basebegn. Gn I noticed it worked it some type of way but it genuinely genuinely ruined myself with God. Like I had the best type of relationship with Jesus ena beka now he doesn’t even talk to me anymore like he used to. Kemenegrachu belay close neberen ena I even lost something very very important to me or I’m losing it at least. I don’t think I’m also finishing the degree I started becha tewut. I genuinely think he’s a warlock ewent I did some research ena he hopped outta nowhere when my life was extra perfect, face pretty body tea mnamn ena….Anyway don’t do ts at alll! Mnm yekerrrr don’t. Demo if there’s anything I need to do or just tell me anything to help me get back to my prime. #Relationship #Adult Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent why should I apologize for being misogynist, Has any w*man ever apologized for turning me into one? Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent It's not my fault to be you're child your the one sleeping with him and got pregnant you're the one who refuses to learn and choose to merry a poor boy at 15 and be a housewife it's your fault and u make me think it's some kind of a fever no it's not it's your horny self not mine I wish I could go out but I'm young I'll never ever see u again when I go out from this "home" deep in my heart I hate u #MentalIllness #Family Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 I am 🎭 ከርከዴ I need to vent Are you ready to hear the messiest situation everrrrr! And no I am not some 18 year old I am a full grown lady! Late twenties to be more vague! And well accomplished might I add! Which makes my decisions all the most worrisome! Anyways I have been dating this guy for the past year and some change, so we dated for like a year or so every thing was okay I ignored some red flags because idk I wanted to be loved! Sue me! He has his own place so I mostly crashed there, then come this year we started living together which I think is out of convenience because I got a new job and his house was closer so it just kinda happened! Soooo anyways fast forward a couple of months down the line we couldn’t live together we just kept fighting and fighting and fighting! So we decided to call it quits! But we still live together my multiple attempts to move out and get my own place were deterred for one too many reasons! And I am tired with the whole delala akeray shit, (there is like no decent houses anywhere, the prices for said shitty houses are even more ridiculous). So now we live together and we sleep on the same bed and hump but we are not together! Idk it’s so weird! We might even fuck tonight lol. Before you ask we just can’t be together, we still can’t see eye to eye on important things, he lacks a lot of maturity in my eyes. I have been through so much in life and my experiences have shaped me to give the people in my life more space and love, he meanwhile gives his work that space and would not have a family if everything doesn’t go on his terms! In short irreconcilable differences! Anyways I was on the hunt for a roommate but I fear I want more fancier things than most people, by fancy I mean living in the city lol! All my friends seem to want to die at their parents house though so idk should I stay with him or is this way too toxic and I should just move back with my parents until I find a place (they live really really far the commute is lengthyyy heh)? idk!!!!! #Friendship #Family #Relationship #Adult #Agitation Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent I want to talk about piercings and tattoos so mostly body modifications. A Christian woman here. Like most, my faith isn't storng, I'm there because my family is a Christian family so I just took what my family thought me nothing major. I've my question, doubts but I KNOW that Christianity feels just....right, as much as flaws you see in it. Recently, when I see in myself in a mirror I just see a copy of what I should be. When I walk around it's rare to see someone try to express themselves from the outside refreshing my eyes. Women on crop tops, men in baggy jeans as we just try to fit in to the "standard" look. Then I see a few. Women in dreads, men on piercings, coloured outfits, unique layering styles, meaningful tattoos on body parts. Idk how someone can see those and say "ugh that look disgusting" like all I feel inside me is "damn, how can someone be look this expressive and beautiful." "Oh they might be gay." "Oh they might be irresponsible" this is that but the thing is I don't give a shit. They're gay? Good for them, it's their choice and they know what they're doing. But they might be bad people? And how can I know you're not a bad person too. Because I can't judge a book by it's cover and don't have the rights. In this day and age, I'm sure everyone has a source to follow and will to do what they see fit, to know what is good and bad, and of course I will try to guide if I see it as bad but if they don't like it. I'll back off. All I care is about mortality, not appearances. That's why I want not to feel like a copy and feel....cool (whatever my 9 year old self thought of that). I searched a little, tattoos can be fine as long as their intent is pure, and piercings were mentioned as a beautifiying phrase in Ezekiel 16:12. So why not do it as long as it's not mentioned as grave sin. I'm in unworthy state, that's why i don't want to add to whatever sins I stored, making me anxious. I was scared to sin again as people continued to mention the leviticus 19:28 but someone explained it to me well that the context doesn't apply if my intentions are pure and not to draw craving that can draw evil spirits or rituals to my body. The thing is I already have a tattoo that is a cross with Jesus on it. I was little when I got it, as I saw a girl having a tattoo and I wanted one back then. And now, I just want mooooooore. FUUUUUUUUCK if I just had the materials I would do it myself without second guessing a damn thing. #Family #Adult #Teen Telegram • Instagram • Twitter