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ВАЖНО! ПОЖАЛУЙСТА РАСПРОСТРОНИТЕ МИКОТО( Юз и ссылка на канал сейчас удалён, как и профиль человека), она же ульяна Украла у меня модельку глаз и в наглую использует ее в работе на "своими" заказными моделями. Ульяна печатала мне мою модель СОЗДАНУЮ РОБЕРТОМ ( @yourbloodydaddy ) ПО МОИМ ЭСКИЗАМ и получив доступ к глазам начала вставлять наши глаза в чужие модели. Уже известно что можель котика напечатана с моими глазами, не известно на счет второй( дополнительно украденой у МФ64 через ии ) Если есть другие модели от этого человека или печатки с моими глазами - сообщите пожалуйста. Ситуация не приятная Так же за использование моей модели и некачественную печать Ульяна должна мне 9.000 тыс рублей ( 4000 компенсация за не выполненый обмен и 5000 за использование моего файла без спроса) Я не хочу чтоб мои файлы гуляли по рукам, тем более таким способом. Не известно, будет ли человек печатать и саму мою основу присвоив себе.

Never done this before but some people asked me to make a donation post👉👈 This thing is fully voluntary so please don't send me ur last money if you don't have anymore, u need it more than I do. I don't force anyone to financially support me😭 Idk again I feel like I have to explain myself but the previous post was pretty informative I hope. Link to the donation page: https://app.lava.top/robert_blake1997?tabId=donate I'm very grateful to everyone for any support n hope that I'll find a way to do something in return if I get better🥺👉👈 Никогда такого не делал раньше, но люди попросили меня сделать пост для пожертвований👉👈 Это полностью добровольная штука, потому, пожалуйста, не присылайте мне ваши последние деньги, они нужны вам больше, чем мне. Никого не заставляю финансово поддерживать меня😭 Всё ещё чувствую будто я должен объясняться, но, надеюсь, что предыдущий пост был достаточно информативным. Карта, куда можно скинуть деньгу: 2200700793644690 Я очень благодарен всем за любую поддержку и надеюсь, что смогу чем-нибудь отплатить, если мне станет лучше🥺👉👈

Tbh really I didn't want to write this post cuz I don't see the point in it or something..? But uhh I guess I have to. Can't blame anyone who'll unfollow me tho. TW: depression, mental health problems, suicide. I'm very nervous and anxious rn because I'm not the guy who talks about personal shit in a work environment lol. But if you've been following me long enough, I think you might have noticed that I've become less active over the last year. I barely do personal projects or 3D models for sale. All I'm posting now is commissions. And well I'm just very tired. Like, not only because I have to work but because I have to wake up every day without any purpose. I've been struggling with depression for over a decade now, been four years on meds and now I'm in therapy since March 2025. But nothing seems to help. I've been misdiagnosed through these years, afraid to seek help cuz of the past experiences with the doctors, tired of side effects of meds I had to take. When I started therapy, I got even more anxious. Every time I went to my therapist I shook like a leaf because I was scared and ashamed that therapy wasn't helping me and because I couldn't make myself to change even a bit. Last August I tried to take my own life. And I regret I didn't succeed. Spent a month in a psychiatric clinic and it was tough. I know I'd break completely if I were there longer. But when I came out I wasn't "cured". I just knew that next time I'll do everything right not to go back there. Right now I'm not on the edge, but yk, I'm so exhausted. Got physically sick two weeks ago and couldn't finish one commission. And now I'm sick again and plus mentally exhausted. I tried to be responsible, tried not to miss deadlines and to be in touch with my customers. And for the first time in 6 years of work I feel scared and so disappointed with myself. Missed four deadlines already. I can't make myself to even sit down at my PC or write to my customers cuz I don't have any resources and I panic when I think about work. I was thinking about closing commissions forever but well it's the only way I earn money. I don't have normal job like most people and can't have one but unfortunately I still have to spend money on groceries and else. Perhaps some of you will ask yourself or me why am I writing all this. But tbh I don't know. I tried to separate my personal life from professional one but right now it just doesn't work anymore. I don't know what'll be next or what to do.

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