💙Blue love

Some flowers bloom over and over, only to be caught by the same storm every season. At some point, they stop wondering whether the rain will return. They simply wait for it. Maybe that's what growing tired looks like. Not giving up... Just expecting less from tomorrow. It's strange how silence becomes more comforting than hope, and distance begins to feel kinder than presence. Some nights carry too much noise, even when the whole world is asleep. Perhaps not everything is meant to be repaired. Perhaps some cracks were never waiting for healing, only for someone patient enough to look away from them. And maybe... some stars were never meant to reach the morning. They were only meant to burn quietly, until there was nothing left to burn.

برای معاشقه‌هایی که شکل نگرفت. @onewhoschruted

خوش برگشتید دوستانی که برگشتید

Happy Birthday My Love🩵

Why don’t you just fly down to me from the sky, little one? Don’t you miss me as much as I miss you?:)

40....

الان که نگاهش میکنم نقاشی بچه دوساله از مال من بهتره

My beautiful little boy… my Aria… As I’m writing this, it has been exactly seven and a half hours since you’re no longer beside me. I still can’t believe that you’re gone, my baby. Especially because you were completely fine, and when I woke up, you were no longer there. Since the day you came in my life... You became the reason I wanted to come home as soon as possible. Wherever I went, I was always looking for something you could play with, something I could buy for you. During the moments when I cried and carried pain I couldn’t tell anyone about, I held you in my arms. I still can’t believe you won’t sit on my legs while I play anymore, won’t crawl under the table, and won’t bite me every time I try to pick you up. I can’t believe you won’t whistle for me, won’t sing, or headbang to the metal music I used to play for you. You were the most cat-like bird in the world. You were my spoiled little one, my gentle soul, my listener, my companion through every moment of my life. When the world disappointed me, you put a smile on my face. With you, I felt like I didn’t need the rest of the world. Even if everyone else hurt me, it didn’t matter because I had you. And now I truly don’t know how qI’m supposed to start my days without your voice, how I’m supposed to go on without you. Even though I know I’m forced to... because that’s life… Death is part of life. I wish it weren’t. I wish I lived in a world where death didn’t exist. I wish the Revivify spell were real. I wish… I had never lost you. I miss you more than the entire world, my son. You will always see me beside you, but I will no longer see you. Still, I’m grateful that I spent one year of my life with you in the sweetest way possible. I love you, my baby. I love you so much. Sleep peacefully, my son, and fly free.

خوبییین💀💀

بچه هاا

کریسمسس موبارککک

از خوبیای گالری رو پاک کردن اینه که خیلی چیزا برات یادآوری میشه اسکرین شاتا رو یهو ناخواسته میخونی و بعد تازه میفهمی چیا رو از یاد برده بودی چقدر اذیت شده بودی و یادت نبوده و بعد به خودت میگی "همون بهتر که رفت..."