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"if you feel like nobody cares for you, remember that its not true." - Can This Love Be Translated, Ep 10

its been 100 days

maybe this is a phase for me to enjoy my own company, be comfortable with being alone, appreciate little things and treasure every moment 🫶🏻 life doesnt end after a break up. in fact, it is a redirection to a new story things will always be better @sparklekies

why i kind of hoping you’ll call me…

cry cry cry and cry again

im so tired of crying

You are my favourite plot twist 💕

on the first date of every month, we are supposed to celebrate our monthsary i guess no more :’)

“You deserve someone who didnt need to lose you to realize your value.”

Alhamdulillah, doing well and getting better day by day. I take it one day at a time. Allah has my back & i should believe i can go through this 🤍

I dont want you anymore. This is me saying with complete sanity at 2 am.

I deeply despise men who play the 'respect' card to silence a woman and to win the argument

There's an absolute distinction between acknowledging and repairing. A person can fully acknowledge how damage you were by the separation, how your heart can't stop bleeding, how the pain make you question your sanity. But they also dont have the capability to repair the situation. It's not in their sound capacity to repair and fix the damage. They put less to zero effort in putting the bandage on the wounded heart they've caused. So don't easily fall for it. Knowing and admitting mistakes is one thing while fixing and repairing is the courage of wanting you again. 🙂

You only come back to give me emotional crumbs, some pieces of attention & love to keep me connected and make me feel like i am cared for. But the truth is you are just afraid of stay committed and rebuild a new us. You refuse long term commitment and just wanna stay 'enough', not most. Because you know i will always be here, available and free whenever you reach out. I guess it's enough for now.

From having endless topics to talk about to not knowing what to say by the end of the day 🙂

You deserve someone who is sure about you. Someone who's consistently choosing you everyday without fail. Someone who doesn't see you as an option from the beginning. Someone who wouldn't back off just because things are rough and challenging. Someone who considers your feeling in making important decision. You are truly. You are definite. You deserve the one who really wants you whatever may come. A person who sees your worth, acknowledge your value and witness your every effort. Till then, don't settle for less just to be someone 'maybe', 'we'll see' and 'just because' :) @sparklekies

who' still here

The way you always choose to prioritize me in any way possible. Even when we both are hurting. Even when i hurt you to the most. Even when your heart is aching with the deepest pain. But you still choose to consider me. It is true when they said the highest form of love is consideration. :) 🌸

actually deep down you know, things are not the same anymore. no apology, no validation, no consolation. while you choose to understand more, to explain further, to reach back and make them feel wanted. but you no longer receive the same energy like you used to. :)

i will cry, cry and cry. but i would not reach out to you anymore.