Small Consolations

‏«اِی آفتاب، اِی پایِ روز شبِ خود را نزدِ ما بجای نهادی و از یاد بُردی...» آدونیس ترجمه‌ی موسا اُسوار

My sunshine sleeps in your darkness, 2023 Zhiyong Jing smallconsolations

آخر این چه روزگاری‌ست که حروف از کنار آمدن با هر کلمه‌ای احتیاط می‌کنند. وقتی که شب با هزار دست تاریک تکانم می‌دهد: بیدار شو! من چطور به روشناییِ لرزانِ این شمعِ مُرده اعتماد کنم؟ تنها...تنهایی خوب است هر چند تنهایی تاوانِ هول‌آوری دارد. سیدعلی صالحی

and we'll leave it there...

این موزیسین بزرگ‌ ایسلندی اولافار آرنالدز با الامک راب ترکیب می شوند و می گویند :و ما آن را همین جا رها می کنیم... برای تمام حس‌های رها شده.... و برای این زمان هایی از صبح.

Settle down, don't say a word It's all been said before, it's too late now There's a weight upon my chest That wasn't there before, it lives here now And it hurts, oh, it hurts so bad And I know that I don't deserve that, mmh So when I open my eyes in the morning And you're not there It'll be you in my heart that I'm holding And you won't care, so let's leave it there All the sparks that used to fly are burning on my skin Fading into nothing And all the time we had for us is going with the wind Can someone let the light in? And it hurts, oh, it hurts so bad And I know that I don't deserve that, mmh So when I open my eyes in the morning And you're not there It'll be you in my heart that I'm holding And you won't care So when my lungs cannot breathe anymore And I'm lying right there It'll be you in my heart that I'm holding And you won't care, so let's leave it there smallconsolations

As we get bigger and bigger The distance between ourselves And that other outside world Becomes smaller and smaller And this world that we are inside Which seems so huge in the beginning And so infinitely welcoming Has become very uncomfortable And we are obliged to be born And my father says that Birth is so chaotic and violent That he's sure that at the moment of birth We're all thinking "This is it" "This is death" "This is the end of my life" And then we're born and it's a surprise 'Cause it's just the beginning smallconsolations

All I feel is you The way that you're shaking Outside of this room Nothing is sacred Look up at the moon Baby keep prayin Cause I love the way you taste me Yeah, I love the way you make me Disassociate smallconsolations

شاید لیریکش‌ نزدیک ترین چیزی باشه به حال و هوای این روزهایم...

Doing the same thing every day I'm so tired I don't want it anymore I want to sleep A perfect way Where you don't wake up But you don't die You just simply lie Without drowning anymore I don't want to be here But I don't want to not be here Suicide, it won't happen But then neither will life Without drowning anymore smallconsolations

And in this tragedy play, You pray with holy names. You preach that your are dark. Then again we are darker. We fly into your lifes. We will come to fight your lies. To turn your world in flames, To burn your godless names. And in your evil heart, We found a stinging dart. It must be weakening you. As I see your hidden you. We breed inside your fate. We breed our god of hate. We came to stop, the games The games you have played with all the others. smallconsolations

در برابر این غم، کوه‌ها خم می‌شوند. . . و ما، با قلب‌های دربند، نام زندانیان‌مان را آهسته صدا می‌زنیم تا در هیاهوی کلیدها گم نشوند. . . برای دوستی که.....

این دو شب باران می‌بارید، بارانی که انتظارش را نداشتم. بعضی چیزها توصیف ناپذیرند؛ مانند درخت نخلی که پس از بارش برفی سنگین ریشه‌ می‌زند، بعضی چیزها توصیف ناپذیرند؛ مانند شلوغی ‌ای که پس از یک قتل‌عام سنگین رخ می‌دهد.

و برای امروز که یک سال پیرتر شدم و یک سال بیشتر در انتظار فرو رفتم.‌.. حتی دیگه نمی دونم باید چی بنویسم، جز اینکه پیرتر و منتظر تر شدم... همین.

See you were crying See you were crying Mine is what you are Mine is what you are Mine - you are mine And I see you wait, see you wait In the sky I purge you now 'Cause I got hope inside me Come back to me now It's after hours 'Cause I'm nowhere now Without you here Cold wind will come I purge you smallconsolations

چیزی در من می‌میرد، هر قدر که زندگی میکنم...

‏«گاهی هم دلسردی، دلاورترین سپاهیان را پدید می‌آورد. کسانی را که آماده‌اند تا با شجاعت دست به هر کاری بزنند، همانان که چیزی ندارند تا از دست بدهند و… همه چیز به دست می‌آورند» پول و زندگی امیل زولا ترجمه علی اکبر معصوم بیگی #آبدانان

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Airport, 1983 Alexander Petrov smallconsolations